Week 32 - Struggle But Improving

Hello everyone. I am still feeling uneasy about my new course. I think this is partly due to my crazy stomach aches after I eat, but it looks like I am slowly improving due to the medicine that my doctor gave me. I feel scared about whether I can do well for the course, and this is perhaps I am trying to enjoy myself whilst studying. For me, that's really hard - I never really liked studying after high school. It's really weird that in high school, I had decent discipline for my subjects, but maybe that's cause I liked what I was studying - most of the time. I also haven't made any friends yet because I do not have social anxiety. I have talked to several people but none of them are in pharmacy :'( However, I am loving the Biology practicals, not mainly because of how fun the activities are, but rather the enthusiastic and knowledgeable tutor. So far in my academic life, I have never encountered such a person. It simply is amazing because never have I feel happy to attend a practical, let alone a science one. However, the pharmacy classes are super boring. I never feel happy and just bored in these classes, and that is never a good thing.

I also cannot watch as much anime before now. I usually only watch on weekends, so perhaps I can churn out more manga reviews, like my friend suggested, since manga usually takes less time to read. The dilemma regarding manga for me, is that I usually find reading manga "inconvenient". At home, I rather just watch anime or watch Youtube videos. However, whilst on the move, it is a bit awkward to read manga with people looking. Most people would look down on an adult, albeit a young one, who is reading manga. I recently started an anime called Bungou Stray Dogs and it is getting interesting. The story essentially involves the "secret agents" - Agency and the "mafia" - Port Mafia, and we eventually get another major mob into the mix to become a 3 way war. WOOOO.